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(At the AA meeting) (Anonymous Audioholics)
-Hi, my name is Matt, i am addicted.
-Hi Matt (says the crew)
-It started when i was a kid, i had some awesome sounds into my soul and wanted to express them, without being helped much by any external contexts…
I then fell on a computer that had The tool. I became addicted that day.
Since then, i made over 400 tracks, unavailliable.

-Oh Matt, this is so sad, so terrible!(says a pale figure old man)
-Yeah buddy, so sad!(says a brown bearded smelly dude)

-I know....What could i do? I just canot spend a single week without tweaking knobs, i sometimes become careless about my peoples, i trap myself into my room all year long creating riddims. And nobody cares! Nobody hear it!

-Oh dear, You have to be sick, this is nonesense, you should get pills, stuff, getting to spend all that time, seeing nobody, that has to be hard!

-Truly, madam....I realy whish i could get out this dead end, evil cycle.... Looped downward spiral!

-Sit down, God shall help you with your addiction, it happends to most of us, you know, some peoples even kills themselves, depressed. You came to the right place. Here , with us, your future is guarenteed! We will help you with all we have. (says the pale old man)

-Oh thanx...But i belive it is too late...Music took my soul, i cannot do nothing against it, it is stronger than i, each time i start thinking too much about any song, it gets to dismount itself in an ocean of possibilities, greatest beats ever, it is so wonderful..... But i find not any time any more to actualy..live. Thanx for listening.

-Ok, today crew, we celebrate John’s 6 months! (says that pale old dude)

-Woohoo (says the crew)

-Yay, there will be cake:D (says Matt)

(Later, matt, back at home)

-Click
-Tap tap tap (...)
-Gzzzzzzzzt
-uouououozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzap
-kick kick kick (...)

-Drrrrrrrr(phone ribnging)

-Hello
-Hey buddy, we get to a big party tonight come along with us!
-Nah, i’m real bussy...I cannot go to the party. And anyway, i’m fuckin broke! I’m on a track, Jizzidap, it sounds way too great, i feel like exploring an ocean of dreams currently and i realy belive i’ll end up with a wonder…
-No way Matt! Not again, you’re always making music, come on, get along, you need to get some air! We will meet chicks buddy, chicks and beer!
-Oh well (hey...What the fuck now, why am i integrating a “friend” to the actual scenario...I have nearly no friends, especialy friends who are calling me o_O.... Ah well...For the art of the scene.....)
-Well Pat, lets get out:) I’ll start ending that mix later on!

(later)

-Click, click.
-Waeommmmm! Gzzzzz!

*Tap tap tap

Yeah, come on in!

-What the hell, matt, you’re not even ready? What were you doing all this time?
-Erh...Making....Music!
-No, damnit, just fuckin get ready and fuckin do it now!
-What the hell, don’t talk me like this, i’ll do get ready, happy now?
-Well yeah..It’s koz.... Sister is like in a fuckin hurry...Sorry for pushing you up...And anyway, don’t you are happy? You may meet The Girl Of Your Dreams tonight!
-Uh well...Remember last time? Dont you remember that each time i waht to get along with a girl it ends up to a super-closed conversation and that i get ignored?
-You put too much in that, free yourself, be happy!

(Later, at the club)
-HEY WHAT’S UP JUDE?
-WHAT?
-I SAID WHAT’S UP!
-I’M FUCKIN DRUNK! wHO’S THAT GUY WITH YOU?
-OH THAT’S MY BUDDY, MATT, HE’S FROM QUEBEC, SOME GREAT GUY, MUCH A SHY GUY, BUT HE HAS A WONDERFUL ATTITUDE.
-HEY! WHAT’S UP?
=WHAT?
-I SAID WHAT’S UP!
-OH NOT MUCH, ME AND MIKE WERE TALKING ABOUT YOU, MY NAME’S JUDE!
-COOL, I LIKE PEARL JAM TOO! tHEY ARE QUITE A GREAT BAND!
-HEY, HAVN’T I TOLD YOU THAT MATT MAKES MUSIC?
-NO YOU DIDNT, THATS COOL!
-YEAH STARBUCH SELLS SOME GREAT HOT CHOCOLATE DRINKS, WE SHOULD GET THERE AT 3"O" CLOCK!
-SURE!

(Later on, Matt back at home)

-Click, Vmmmmmmmmmm, bip, gzzt gzzt trrrrr, sssssssssssssss, click, “windows’s login in sound” (tam dadam dadam ... dam dam!)
-Click
-Click..........

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Making music is a life of my part. It is my craft.....A fuckin waist of time.....
I need a life.

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My music: Raje.dmusic.com
http://www.myspace.com/rajemusic
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